Omens

I have been trying to figure out the Law of Attraction and all the great people I have met since watching "The Secret" and found that I put it out there in the Universe that I want to earn Millions of dollars and I wanted to start out by having $100,000 in my bank account by the end of the year. Well, I met a guy with a tremendous opportunity, (I try to always keep my options open, right) I put that in my mind as an omen, WOW, I want to earn this money and now I have the vehicle to generate what I want. I then happen to meet my best friend from High School. As far as property, money, secure employment, and all the toys we had always talked about he has earned them. It is funny though, I get the sense that he envy's me for the love I found with my wife. And I envy him for all that he has been able to accomplish. I get strength from him just by sharing thoughts and ideas about opportunities.
Have you ever shared with friend’s thoughts and ideas? You can actually feel the buzz filling the room. Same kind of buzz when you meet your soul mate, or when your children are brought into this world. It is our selves being creators. That is what we were put here on earth to do, is create! Whether making babies or creating new vaccines to cure diseases or even creating a new power source. Creation is the foundation of our lives and it all starts with a thought. Where the average person gets stuck is we do not have any idea how to transfer thoughts. Is it possible to transfer thoughts without saying anything at all?
See, my friend never said anything about being envious of me, but I know and I never said anything to him about envying him about what he has accomplished but he knows. I really don’t like that word so let’s say admire instead. Anyway, is there a universal language that is spoken? Are we being guided from danger and do we abuse this by fearing life? Do we act on hunches? Maybe we have the volume turned way down because we don’t want to miss a warning of potential DANGER! Are we supposed to act when our senses of desire are pinging off the scale or do we let them pass in time?
We are taught to trust our gut instincts, but do we? We are taught to avoid danger and to be safe, but at what cost? We are taught to be responsible and to fill our needs but my needs are far different from my wants and desires. I want a boat, but need to make my mortgage payment. I want to travel, but I need to go to work to pay my bills. Who has time to know or even care if there is a universal language?
I believe we all have a path and that path is created by our wants and desires. We are all being guided by a force attracting and repelling us, our thoughts are being picked up by likeminded people we call friends. Our desires are being sacrificed due to circumstances that we believe that our out of our control and that our paths are predetermined so conformity becomes the norm. My desires are simple, that people feel the joy of life every day. I spent many years angry, upset, and very hateful, full of regret and bitterness. As I start to be aware and realize that my path is not where I am going but where I’m at and I can only control right now, not tomorrow , not yesterday, but now, and I have a guide to show me signs, I have the laws of the universe attracting my want and desires, I have my determination to help me work hard, most of all, I have joy in my heart given to me by the love of my family that I take with me and I experience this joy every moment of my now.