Prosperous

  

  I have been thinking about what makes a life prosperous? The more and more I think about these thoughts, memories and beliefs about myself being prosperous; the reverse begins to enter my mind. Thoughts and memories of myself not being so prosperous, not being so great, thinking about all that know me being not so prosperous, not so great. The emotions start to set in. I start to feel bad, negative, sad and begin to shut down. That is the trap. I have to be aware of the questions I ask. The truth is I don’t want to hear the truth that I am not prosperous, not very great at anything.  I begin to feel depressed and everything associated with negative emotions.

  I must first enter my inner world. I must be the center of my being within my body, within my mind within my higher self, my spirit. It is my choice then to let go of all my earthly attachments and desires. This is the only way to separate from life to rise above it. As I rise above life separate from my world, I begin to see that there is so much more that life has to offer then the prison I built unknowing to myself. All things begin to be known to me about life. Only in the state of separation can you find this knowing. No influences can persuade you, no past experience, no emotion, no other person, society or past beliefs can determine your new life, a new way of being, only what you do with this knowledge. You can bring into life an arsenal of positive actions, thoughts and ideas from this knowing. You can focus your attention with any state of being necessary to move you toward what you want and see in this separated from life new way of living.

  I dare to be far more than the fearful man that pretends to do what is expected. I do this by paying attention to all that is known to influence me in anyway. My attention will focus on identifying all influences and removing all emotions, all past experiences and develop great mind control to all reactions. I must first consciously separate from life by turning inward. Living life from within, this will give me protection from life itself. From within, is the only way to rise above life to see exactly what is desired from it and how to serve man by living a golden life.

  The other day for the first time, I started connecting to all the prosperity I have within. I have so many riches within, it brings me to tears, my heart is my treasure. It is the root of life, it delivers everything I need, not because I deserve it, it’s because the heart is what’s for the common good, good for all that lives within. I keep destroying my health by making influencing decisions on what I know to make me feel good, but in honesty, I make decisions based on what I am told in life how i am influenced. That is why they are automatic, like driving or walking or moving throughout the day, it is what we always do. To take away all the influences in life, I can focus on what is in the best interest to myself. That is what it is to be prosperous in life. The more I can be like my heart the far more prosperous I can be in life.